Coming Apart

the edges don't meet.  they are frayed.  It keeps coming farther and farther apart.
The nerves are throbbing with tension, the surrounding area is inflamed.
The mind can't think.  the thoughts don't make sense, they don't go together.
Depression trys to take over, the unrelenting negative phrases, sentences, words, keep going over and over
The calmness of relaxation is no where to be found.
Everything irritates, Everything causes tears, Everything causes anger and frustration.
The body doesn't work together, the feet stumble, the hands find anything they can  find to bump.
The skin bleeds.   The pain gets the best of the body and the only thoughts that come forward are pain.  The mind wants to be agile, able to do what it wants and sad because it can't.  Concentration is impossible.
Legs can't stop, move , move , move.
what is happening   am i coming apart at the seems.